Why are you so down when your love one leaves to go Home(Heaven)?

My grandma got a heart attack today and I did not want her to leave without accepting Jesus. I texted my family group chat to whoever was there to ask if she will accept and pray to see what God wants you to do. My brother got emotional and said do not say that you making it sound like she’s going to die. Although God does miracles seeing her age, which is 90+ I was sure it was her time. It may seem heartless, or it may not, but I wanted her to go to the right place. I prayed and spoke with God, and I’m please to say it was all good news I heard. I saw her with Jesus talking and I was certain what was next. Now why look down after all this, is not good to rejoice for another child of God to receive a place in Heaven?. I’ll let you answer that. Answer me this do you think your loved one wants you to cry and be depress? No. I’ll leave this scripture. “My fellow believers, when it seems as though you are facing nothing but difficulties, see it as an invaluable opportunity to experience the greatest joy that you can! For you know that when your faith is tested it stirs up power within you to endure all things.”

‭‭James (Jacob)‬ ‭1:2-3‬ ‭TPT‬

Love that seems impossible, but it is really possible to have that kind of love.(1corinthians 14:4-7)(TPT)

Love is huge and incredibly patient. Love is so gentle and never stops flowing kindness to all. It refuse to envy when other receive blessings instead it rejoice for them. Love does not brag about its achievements, or gloat about its importance. Love doe not affiliate with shame and disrespect, or selfish. Love stays calm and not offended. Love enjoys truth and does not find enjoyment in evil, also love does not stop believing the best in anyone and never gives up during failures.